I can’t believe she’s here. And so small. And so pretty. And so calm. And so much of a baby. My little baby. This still doesn’t feel completely real. I try to look back at the pregnancy and all I went through and process it into the life that I’m living now but it still seems so unreal. A year ago I would have never imagined being where I am today. I would have laughed at the idea…. but here I am. I made it through the toughest of crap and came out with a beautiful child that I would do anything for. Even though I feel like not much is getting accomplished at the present moment other than feeding, changing, and sleeping, I can see life slowly progressing forward. My life is heading in all new positive directions that may not have happened without the help of Babycakes. Life always has a way of working out. This is our time. I love her. I love her. I love her.