So whats next?

I have no idea.


I have no idea whats going on in my current health situation. It’s still seemingly getting better, but never good enough πŸ˜‰ Well because I’m a perfectionist. (Well, sort of.)

I have no idea whats going on in my love life. And I’m totally okay with that. I’m kind of thinking I should be single forever. (but really, why not?).

I have no idea whats going on with my current housing situation. It’s a long story for sure. Here’s the short one: I thought, “oh hey, let me list my house on Airbnb for a minute and see what it’s like”… within three days I got the house rented out for an entire month. If Marlowe wasn’t in school, we’d be out of here for sure. It’s laughable. And I’m totally not worried about it. (We’ll find a home or pitch a tent.)

I have no idea why I can’t sleep well through the night. (and I’m not even drinking caffeine anymore).

I have no idea what life will look like in one year, or one month, or even in a few days….

tiny fresa.

stealing other peoples kids. 

the children at play. haha. But no seriously, I got asked if I was 18 to 22 the whole time I was in Mexico. But in guatemala I got asked if Nico was our kid… well… more Alex’s kid. So apparently Alex looks a lot older than me… even though he’s younger than me.. but whatever.

lunch. I very much miss this lunch. 

my favorite… this green lemonade.. but I ask for it without sugar. 

which I love very much… but marlowe had a different opinion on the taste, haha. a bit too tart, m?

and that is okay. (Because life is amazing.)

ps. working on writing a lengthy post (it’s already longer than I wanted) on anxiety, getting over my fear of flying, dealing with life, everything lately and whatever. I could hit publish now, but it’s one of those posts that I’m pouring a lot of time into and I think it might be better if I read through it tomorrow before hitting that no turn back publish button. Ya know? Ya know. <3<3


  1. Just dropping by to say how much I love your posts. It's honest, always a great read and delightful to the eyes. πŸ™‚ Looking forward to where life leads you.

  2. Thank you for sharing posts like these. As someone who has been dealing with health issues for about a year and a half, I can understand what you're saying. But you seem to have such a positive attitude! Maybe it's just because today has been hard for me…trying out yet another reset (from a doc I actually really love), but still. Thank you for sharing and helping the rest of us not feel so alone! Your pictures are so cheerful!

  3. Hi Drea, miss you loads but life's just so busy, so different and well just like you I'm figuring out the next step.
    We'll get there for sure, friend xx